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Thursday, October 27, 2005
*HurRay*! Ive finally finally got the job at Spinelli's.. The manager was nice and super friendly.. Woo! Cant wait for the first day of work.. :D
I cant believe Leon did what he did.. I cannot believe that id be taking part in that Subaru Challenge.. Thanks to Leon for signing me up without asking me first.. I mean, im not angry or anything but i dont know if im up to it.. Im such a teeny weeny girl - Wouldnt it be peculiar? But i dont mind trying though.. Ill just do it for the sake of our relationship.. yEa!
I dont know why but somehow that stupid feeling is back.. Its as if there's a barrier between Leon and i.. I gez its because i havent seen him for awhile and we havent quite spent time with each other.. He's been busy with work in camp and soon, so will i.. We'll make up for it for sure.. :D
Tanning tomorrow!! I can hardly wait.. I just hope my friends dont change their minds at the last minute.. Plus, its Cheryl's birthday tomorrow and itll probably my last seeing her this year since she's flying off to Australia to visit her bf.. =) Im happy for her.. I wanna have a good tan tomorrow and a good time too.. Tan is sexy! Hhaa.. 7:18 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
I havent got accepted to either Starbucks, Coffee Club or Spinelli's and ive already decided which handphone to get.. But it's okay coz i NEED the handphone since my Samsung 800C is spoilt.. I kinda have no choice.. Im so so in love with the new Sonyericsson W900i.. It's the new walkman phone and it's da bomb - I think it's gonna cost quite alot.. urGh.. Gonna watch the "future" money in my bank fly far away.. Here's the picture and further details of the phone.. *faints*
The SonyEricsson W900i is a swivel action Sony Ericsson 3G Walkman™ phone. It has everything you need to enjoy your music on the move and it supports the latest and most advanced 3G network services. An impressive large screen makes mobile video viewing pure pleasure and the audio quality is what you would expect from an advanced digital music player. A 2 megapixel camera with auto focus will let you take pictures to be proud of and you can send them straight from your phone. *OmiegawD!*
Ok i gez you peeps are already falling in love with the phone too right.. Haha..
Spent some time with my relatives today.. Went to several places - Some Pet Farm in Pasir Ris, (Omiegawd.. you shud see the animals!! So cuteee!) Changi Airport, East Coast Park and Marine Parade.. Im friggin beat now.. uRgh.. Okok.. nothing much to write about now.. Ciao! 11:28 PM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Job hunting yesterday was tiring, but it was fun chilling with Arsyad.. I didnt know looking for a job was that hard, but it was hard work paid off coz i finally applied at 4 places - Coffee Bean, Coffee Club, Starbucks, and Spinelli's.. Man.. Coffee Bean was really screwed up.. I mean, the people are great but the pay is simply miserable.. Let me explain.. They'd be paying me $4/hour but $2.50 of it goes to my CPF and that means that i only get paid $1.50/hour.. I think i'd just turn them down if they call..
I love Spinelli's!! Im just praying that they'd call and ask me to join them, but i hope they dont put me at Amara.. I need to earn as much as i can.. ArRr.. But im thankful anyways.. =D *Prays*
My little cuzzie's at my house now.. Havent seen him for quite a while - Except for yesterday when he cried while i placed him on my lap.. >.< He didnt cry today, maybe coz im without my eyeliner.. hAhaa.. Anywayz.. He's trying to figure out how to play "UNO Madness".. He laughs whenever it pops up suddenly.. *CutEe*!
Yay!! I finally finally wrote a new song! It's called "Save Me" and it's about why people are always looking at others on the outside.. I think it's quite a good song.. Simple but kinda hard to sing.. Thanks Arsyad for helping me work on it! =D Here's the lyrics of the song:
Save Me
Verse 1:
Why does everyone see me from the outside?
Why do people trust whatever that they see?
When will the time come where they will look into my heart?
Theyd never walk away from me.
Verse 2:
I stare into the eyes of many different faces.
I wonder what its like to be a different person.
Im misunderstood, I know if not for my existence
Theyd never walk away from me
Chorus:
Won’t you save me,
Save me from this pain.
And wont you take me,
Take me away.
Wont you save me,
Save me from this place.
I just want to be
I just want to be myself.
Verse 3:
Why does everyone see me from the outside?
Why do people trust whatever that they see?
When will the time come where they will look into my heart?
Theyd never walk away from me.
Chorus
Bridge:
Save me from this place
Take me from this pain
Save me from this place
Take me from this pain
Chorus
Okie.. Im gonna play with my cuzzie now..Ciao! 2:01 PM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
My exams are finally over. *YiPpEee!* This means i dont have to step into Lasalle (Except on Friday to hand in my Lunchtime Concert Journal) until next year. However, if i get it right:
End of exams = End of semester = Start of holidays = Boredom= Get a job
Maybe i'd go work at Spinelli.. I should get some experience working at cafes now.. Oh nOo.. I should spend some time on my music too.. Havent been writing/jamming since i started school.. My hands are starting to itch too and so is my throat.. I'm thinking of working with a friend of mine - Kinda like putting together our music. I so need to start writing and practicing my previous songs.. I need to build up the courage to sing in front of an audience. Sheeks.. No no.. I cant do that coz people will know how much i suck in my singing.. ArRghh..
I guess it's time that i take a step further. It's time for me to show her that im good at something. Its time for me to make a name for myself so that shed be proud of me and not think that im useless. My music is important to me and i know it'll be my future and it is the exact thing gonna make me succeed. Concentrate and dont give up. Concentrate and perservere.
Wow.. Im kinda infatuated with this Indonesian band now. Theyre called Peter Pan. I guess their quite popular in the malay music industry. It's weird.. I havent been attracted to any malay band/song before. Theyre not like those typical Asian bands. They sound different.. Hmm.. How do i put it..
Okay.. I gotta get back to the notebook and guitar now.. Needa practice real bad.. =D 6:48 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
Oh no.. I'm such a bad bad BAD girl for not updating my bloggie.. Oh well..
Okay, what have i been up to now? The first semester is coming to an end and i'm working my ass off, studying for my exams. It's tough work, especially when you dont know a thing about recording. How do i work a mixer? What's it's function? What's a signal processor? ArGhHh.. I do not know..
I screwed up my gamelan exam. I may be a drummer, but boy am i a sucker at world music. How do i play the kendhang ciblon and kendhang ketipung?? Yep, i screwed up playing that instrument. Wont be surprised if i get a big fat "F" for that module. Gez i aint that used to the system in Lasalle yet, but i know itll come.
People.. Pls do not stop tagging me.. ='( The reason why i almost abandoned this blog is coz it's so frigging dead. I write and write about my life and it's like im writing all the crap for nothing. But it seems like my peeps in school love blogging too, so im back!! HAha..
Sigh.. I am so misunderstood. Why does your mum have got to make life a living hell for me? I wanna impress her too, but i am who i am and even if i change, it'll be just pretend.. Your mum would be impressed with some girl who doesnt even exist, so what's the point? Why does she have to look at what's on the outside and not on the inside? I know i like to dress up, put on my eye liner, paint my black nails.. But what is really on the inside? Does it mean that i love dissing people, filling my mouth with vulgarities, contaminating people's minds, or make a fool outta myself? Omiegawd.. I dont even go clubbing.. It doesnt really matter what i wear or what i possess, because i am who i am. Why cant your mother see that? Okay.. I am so not ready to face her yet.. I know you want me and ur mum to get along, but i gez the time isnt ripe yet. What kinda person am i? I talk alot.. I crap, i tease.. I love attention, but of course the right kind. I love writing my music, singing and hanging out with other musicians.. Maybe that's what she doesnt like. She wants her son's gf to be smart, submissive and to be goody-two shoe. She wants her to be a future lawyer, doctorate holder or someone who brings in the big bucks. I'm sorry that i cant be like that becasue i am who i am. I can see my future as a musician but not a lawyer. I gez i gotta make a name for myself that she'd like me right? There's something to be proud of being a musician too, you know..
I was an ex ugly duckling.. The little one.. Maybe i still am.. HAha.. But at least im older now.. Ahh.. How time flies.. =D 5:46 PM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
*HurRay*! Ive finally finally got the job at Spinelli's.. The manager was nice and super friendly.. Woo! Cant wait for the first day of work.. :D
I cant believe Leon did what he did.. I cannot believe that id be taking part in that Subaru Challenge.. Thanks to Leon for signing me up without asking me first.. I mean, im not angry or anything but i dont know if im up to it.. Im such a teeny weeny girl - Wouldnt it be peculiar? But i dont mind trying though.. Ill just do it for the sake of our relationship.. yEa!
I dont know why but somehow that stupid feeling is back.. Its as if there's a barrier between Leon and i.. I gez its because i havent seen him for awhile and we havent quite spent time with each other.. He's been busy with work in camp and soon, so will i.. We'll make up for it for sure.. :D
Tanning tomorrow!! I can hardly wait.. I just hope my friends dont change their minds at the last minute.. Plus, its Cheryl's birthday tomorrow and itll probably my last seeing her this year since she's flying off to Australia to visit her bf.. =) Im happy for her.. I wanna have a good tan tomorrow and a good time too.. Tan is sexy! Hhaa..
Sunday, October 23, 2005
I havent got accepted to either Starbucks, Coffee Club or Spinelli's and ive already decided which handphone to get.. But it's okay coz i NEED the handphone since my Samsung 800C is spoilt.. I kinda have no choice.. Im so so in love with the new Sonyericsson W900i.. It's the new walkman phone and it's da bomb - I think it's gonna cost quite alot.. urGh.. Gonna watch the "future" money in my bank fly far away.. Here's the picture and further details of the phone.. *faints*
The SonyEricsson W900i is a swivel action Sony Ericsson 3G Walkman™ phone. It has everything you need to enjoy your music on the move and it supports the latest and most advanced 3G network services. An impressive large screen makes mobile video viewing pure pleasure and the audio quality is what you would expect from an advanced digital music player. A 2 megapixel camera with auto focus will let you take pictures to be proud of and you can send them straight from your phone. *OmiegawD!*
Ok i gez you peeps are already falling in love with the phone too right.. Haha..
Spent some time with my relatives today.. Went to several places - Some Pet Farm in Pasir Ris, (Omiegawd.. you shud see the animals!! So cuteee!) Changi Airport, East Coast Park and Marine Parade.. Im friggin beat now.. uRgh.. Okok.. nothing much to write about now.. Ciao!
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Job hunting yesterday was tiring, but it was fun chilling with Arsyad.. I didnt know looking for a job was that hard, but it was hard work paid off coz i finally applied at 4 places - Coffee Bean, Coffee Club, Starbucks, and Spinelli's.. Man.. Coffee Bean was really screwed up.. I mean, the people are great but the pay is simply miserable.. Let me explain.. They'd be paying me $4/hour but $2.50 of it goes to my CPF and that means that i only get paid $1.50/hour.. I think i'd just turn them down if they call..
I love Spinelli's!! Im just praying that they'd call and ask me to join them, but i hope they dont put me at Amara.. I need to earn as much as i can.. ArRr.. But im thankful anyways.. =D *Prays*
My little cuzzie's at my house now.. Havent seen him for quite a while - Except for yesterday when he cried while i placed him on my lap.. >.< He didnt cry today, maybe coz im without my eyeliner.. hAhaa.. Anywayz.. He's trying to figure out how to play "UNO Madness".. He laughs whenever it pops up suddenly.. *CutEe*!
Yay!! I finally finally wrote a new song! It's called "Save Me" and it's about why people are always looking at others on the outside.. I think it's quite a good song.. Simple but kinda hard to sing.. Thanks Arsyad for helping me work on it! =D Here's the lyrics of the song:
Save Me
Verse 1:
Why does everyone see me from the outside?
Why do people trust whatever that they see?
When will the time come where they will look into my heart?
Theyd never walk away from me.
Verse 2:
I stare into the eyes of many different faces.
I wonder what its like to be a different person.
Im misunderstood, I know if not for my existence
Theyd never walk away from me
Chorus:
Won’t you save me,
Save me from this pain.
And wont you take me,
Take me away.
Wont you save me,
Save me from this place.
I just want to be
I just want to be myself.
Verse 3:
Why does everyone see me from the outside?
Why do people trust whatever that they see?
When will the time come where they will look into my heart?
Theyd never walk away from me.
Chorus
Bridge:
Save me from this place
Take me from this pain
Save me from this place
Take me from this pain
Chorus
Okie.. Im gonna play with my cuzzie now..Ciao!
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
My exams are finally over. *YiPpEee!* This means i dont have to step into Lasalle (Except on Friday to hand in my Lunchtime Concert Journal) until next year. However, if i get it right:
End of exams = End of semester = Start of holidays = Boredom= Get a job
Maybe i'd go work at Spinelli.. I should get some experience working at cafes now.. Oh nOo.. I should spend some time on my music too.. Havent been writing/jamming since i started school.. My hands are starting to itch too and so is my throat.. I'm thinking of working with a friend of mine - Kinda like putting together our music. I so need to start writing and practicing my previous songs.. I need to build up the courage to sing in front of an audience. Sheeks.. No no.. I cant do that coz people will know how much i suck in my singing.. ArRghh..
I guess it's time that i take a step further. It's time for me to show her that im good at something. Its time for me to make a name for myself so that shed be proud of me and not think that im useless. My music is important to me and i know it'll be my future and it is the exact thing gonna make me succeed. Concentrate and dont give up. Concentrate and perservere.
Wow.. Im kinda infatuated with this Indonesian band now. Theyre called Peter Pan. I guess their quite popular in the malay music industry. It's weird.. I havent been attracted to any malay band/song before. Theyre not like those typical Asian bands. They sound different.. Hmm.. How do i put it..
Okay.. I gotta get back to the notebook and guitar now.. Needa practice real bad.. =D
Monday, October 17, 2005
Oh no.. I'm such a bad bad BAD girl for not updating my bloggie.. Oh well..
Okay, what have i been up to now? The first semester is coming to an end and i'm working my ass off, studying for my exams. It's tough work, especially when you dont know a thing about recording. How do i work a mixer? What's it's function? What's a signal processor? ArGhHh.. I do not know..
I screwed up my gamelan exam. I may be a drummer, but boy am i a sucker at world music. How do i play the kendhang ciblon and kendhang ketipung?? Yep, i screwed up playing that instrument. Wont be surprised if i get a big fat "F" for that module. Gez i aint that used to the system in Lasalle yet, but i know itll come.
People.. Pls do not stop tagging me.. ='( The reason why i almost abandoned this blog is coz it's so frigging dead. I write and write about my life and it's like im writing all the crap for nothing. But it seems like my peeps in school love blogging too, so im back!! HAha..
Sigh.. I am so misunderstood. Why does your mum have got to make life a living hell for me? I wanna impress her too, but i am who i am and even if i change, it'll be just pretend.. Your mum would be impressed with some girl who doesnt even exist, so what's the point? Why does she have to look at what's on the outside and not on the inside? I know i like to dress up, put on my eye liner, paint my black nails.. But what is really on the inside? Does it mean that i love dissing people, filling my mouth with vulgarities, contaminating people's minds, or make a fool outta myself? Omiegawd.. I dont even go clubbing.. It doesnt really matter what i wear or what i possess, because i am who i am. Why cant your mother see that? Okay.. I am so not ready to face her yet.. I know you want me and ur mum to get along, but i gez the time isnt ripe yet. What kinda person am i? I talk alot.. I crap, i tease.. I love attention, but of course the right kind. I love writing my music, singing and hanging out with other musicians.. Maybe that's what she doesnt like. She wants her son's gf to be smart, submissive and to be goody-two shoe. She wants her to be a future lawyer, doctorate holder or someone who brings in the big bucks. I'm sorry that i cant be like that becasue i am who i am. I can see my future as a musician but not a lawyer. I gez i gotta make a name for myself that she'd like me right? There's something to be proud of being a musician too, you know..
I was an ex ugly duckling.. The little one.. Maybe i still am.. HAha.. But at least im older now.. Ahh.. How time flies.. =D
Reach my prismic soul.
The Girl
Eva Marie
aka Black Samara.
Hatefully Twenty-one.
Musician
Drummer
Vocalist
Writer
Giggist
Poet.
Loves
Mozerella cheese
Mee sua
Meiji plain crackers.
Music
Screamm
Guitars
Drumming
Singing
Rocking out.
Chilling at Starbucks/Spinelli
Goofing around.
Black eyes.
Black nails.
Black heart.
Hates
Cucumbers
Dog food.
Posers
heart breakers.
YOU.
Unconditional Desires.
My own Orange County Drumset.
To get my diploma in music next year.
Learn double pedals.
Get Married.
Get my future parents in laws to like me.
The endless connections.
Mix the words up.
You have my thanks.
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